Monday, January 30, 2012

what do i worth

Have you ever feel lost? Like you think t thrhat nothing you do is good enough? Like everything you did before was worthless. I do. I used to do the job then i quit. I was great doing it and i like it. But after i retire sumone else pick up where i left and do it in a different level. It was beter than i did. I work my ass off f so what do i worh?or a job but yet nothing changed. When sumone else take over it brings new perspective and it became bigger. I lose. He win... He is the hiddwn jewel. Maybe i was not the right leader for it all. Maybe i was just not good enough... What do i worth actually??

Monday, January 9, 2012

only having fun

I play paint ball, watch movies, go shopping... I only know hw to hv fun...o
i just have fun all d time
i didnt think
i just hv fun

he said.

Im stressed... Im hz.. My head felt like it want to blow up my energy being sucked
i had a tough time here
fighting for a job i dk i will get
but he didnt know rhat right...

I miss him bad. I want his support.
But eventually i didnt get it.
I want to travel far
but im scared.
I cant go anywhere but to be here
cuz nobody understand how it felt
to be alone when ppl said theyre with u
but theyre not n u r alas by urself.

U want support but no one gives u
but they claimed they gave n this put u in despair.