Sunday, November 14, 2010

my prayers for now

Ya Allah
Jika dia benar untukku
Dekatkanlah hatinya dengan hatiku
Jika dia bukan milikku
Damaikanlah hatiku
Dengan ketentuan-Mu

tiba-tiba kan??
tulah..
org slalu ckp
langit x slalunya cerah
ada masa mendung dan hujannya
laut x slalunya tenang
ada musim gelora dan monsoonnya
hati x slalunya berbunga
ada masa luka dan sakitnya..

eh? ade ke org ckp mcm aku ckp
ah biarkan....

hmm..
aku dah selalu sgt mcmni..
parahni..
mcm im losing my old self

keja tetep keja..
lab tetap lab
kelab tetap kelab
hidup rasa makin gelap

pretending is not something im good at
im usually good with honesty
being another person thats wasnt me..
huh.. this university had taught me the lesson of hypocracy

again.. im tumbling up and down
drowning in a word i myself created
wishing for a perfect everything..
but everything is just ist there in reality

u came fulfilling my fantasy
so i began to ask more and more
u brought my dreams to life

now im crushing it all again
bits to bits
only i can understand
im selfish i noe
but lets see how long u can keep up with me..
ive warned u i do...

think baby think....

im a mess to handle
hard but fragile
fun but sulky
hepi but blues
yup thats me

i demand a lot
i gave a lot
i want a lot..

huh..
i hate it when my heart got that crack2..
pedih wen i applied antiseptic 2 it..
sakit wen it heals
den dat crack crack again....
pain in the A** kan..
haisy..
wat 2 do.. fragile...
so i pray..

Ya Allah
Jika dia benar untukku
Dekatkanlah hatinya dengan hatiku
Jika dia bukan milikku
Damaikanlah hatiku
Dengan ketentuan-Mu

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