Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Al-Fatihah..

baru pagini ak postkn satu post..
ptg ni ak post lagi satu...
sedih, kecewa, rasa nak marah~
tu ja yg ak mampu mo ckp..
pukul 4.03 td ak kol adek
adek nangis2 jawab talipon
" kak, biru sua kaki matua. mamy blang mo deka sua 2"
" sabar jak lah dek, yassin jak"
trus ak nangis..
jam 5.12 adek talipon lagi.. aku takut mo angkat..
tp ak angkat jg
" kalong....."
"bah innaillhinnaillahirajiun"
aku wat cool.. padahal airmata mcm air terjun...
adik sobbing di line sebelah
aku trus tutup phone..
ak kecewa..
nda sempat tgk arwah sblum jd gni,,,
ni ak jauh d perantauan.. nda taw mo wat apa
ak mo balik..
tp keadaan mengekang...
semoga rohnya dirahmati...

Al-Fatihah..

Monday, February 15, 2010

yesterday once more


rasa mcm br smalam matua(nenek) ckp ngan along
"long, blajar baik2, jau 2 d tempat orang.."
"ya matua.. nnti pndai2la along tu.."
" rajin-rajin balik, nnti mamatua rindu"
ak senyum jak..
realitinya, cuti sem lalu ak x balik, cuti 2 bulan pn ak x balik, cuti raya cina pn ak nda balik.. lama sua ak nda balik...
ada jg matua tanya.. tp mamy ckp along bz tu d uni dia.. betulkah aku lebihkan kerja uni dari family
aku nda taw..
ak sgt sedih!!
smpai nda taw mo buat apa..
perlukah ak balik...
tapi ak suda terikat di sini..
huhuhu
mcmnni???
mamy ckp nda payahla balik.. tp rasa besalah nnti..
takut menyesal kalo nda jumpa matua..
takut2 ni la last time....
aku buntu....
kawan vs family
bukannya nda mo balik
bukkannya nda boleh balik..
tp hati ak ckp balik otak ak ckp jangan!
smalam adik talifon
" kalung, ko bx ka?"
"nda, men fb jak ni. napa?"
" ko kc kirim yasin dr sana, nazak sua mamatua ni"
trus ak tutup laptop buka yassin...
al-fatihah, semoga ringan bebannya...
matua,
diala antara yg ak syg..
Ya Allah,
mcm br semalam ko cabut nyawa bapatua
sedihnya pn masih ada.. satu ruang kosong yang kosong....
skrg Kau mo amik lagi satu kah?
dia blum lg tgk aku grad
dia blang tgk gmbar pn jadi
tp ak da setaun lg mo grad ni... ko sempatkanlah Ya Allah...
Kazen2, SedAra2 ku suma suda bekumpul di kampung... Ak nda mau nnti nex time kami kumpul, mo kumpul d kubur....
matua,
kalo dia teda, sepa mo ciup pipi alk stp kali ak blik kg.
sepa lg org 1st ak mo cri kalo trn fl8
sepa mo ajar ak ikat lamban
sepa mo kasi masak udang cili padi fav aku?
sepa mo kasi kwn ak tdur, belai2 rambut aku??
org ckp you wont know the value till u lost it
tp ak taw value yg aku bakal hilang...
Ya Allah berilah ak kekuatan...
Berilah dia Kekuatan..
Kalau sudah takdir-Mu akan Kau ambil dia kembali
Maka redhakanlah hatiku...
Bukan ak nda kasi rela.. tp ak mc x bersedia..
hati, tabahlah....

Saturday, February 13, 2010

valentine n gong xi fa chai!



love is in the air.. never the less hepi valentine oso!!

Friday, February 5, 2010

a REAL boyfriend!

When She walks away from you mad - [Follow her]
When She stare's at your lips - [Kiss her]
When She pushes you or hit's you - [Grab her and don’t let go]
When she start's cursing at you - [Kiss her and tell her you love her]
When she's quiet - [Ask her what’s wrong]
When she ignore's you - [Give her your attention]
When she pulls away - [Pull her back]
When you see her at her worst - [Tell her she's beautiful]
When you see her start crying - [Just hold her and don’t say a word]
When you see her walking - [Sneak up and hug her waist from behind]
When she's scared - [Protect her]
When she lay's her head on your shoulder - [Tilt her head up and kiss her]
When she steal's your favorite hat - [Let her keep it and sleep with it for a
night]
When she tease's you - [Tease her back and make her laugh]
When she doesn’t answer for a long time - [reassure her that everything is okay]
When she looks at you with doubt - [Back yourself up with the TRUTH]
When she say's that she like's you - [she really does more than you could
understand]
When she grab's at your hands - [Hold her's and play with her fingers]
When she bump's into you - [bump into her back and make her laugh]
When she tells you a secret - [keep it safe and untold]
When she looks at you in your eyes - [don’t look away until she does]
WHEN SHE MISSES YOU - [SHES HURTING INSIDE]
When you break her heart - [the pain NEVER really goes away]
When she says its over - [she STILL wants you to be hers]
When she repost this bulletin - [she wants you to read it]
- Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything
- DON'T let her have the last word
- NEVER call her hot! Pretty and beautiful is soo much better
- Say you love her more than she could ever love you
- Argue that she is the best girl ever
- WHen she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's ok don’t believe it, talk with her
- When she says she's sorry, she truly means it
- Because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Tease her and let her tease you back
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its
stupid
- Give her the world
- Let her wear your clothes
- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
- Let her know she's important
- Kiss her in the pouring rain
&& When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;"Who's ass am I
kicking today baby?"
If you do post this in the next four minutes the one you love will:
Call you
Kiss you
Love you
Text you

Thursday, February 4, 2010

DebatE workshop PNC 2010




congratulation 4 those who come to the workshop n thnx 4 ur cooperation!!! special thanx 4 wan ahmad azimi 4 d luvly briefing n lecture!! congratulation 2 bm debaters 4 completing their workshop oso(sp tnx 2 kak amni n d cute baby, n kak kama!!) never the less, to all the co mitee member!! gud job guys!!